expression of a KING

Son….

The hope of every family, even a daughter does not get that much attention if there is a son around….the so called man of the house…but this expectation if set too high causes a lot of heartache….it makes the son feel that is he a good son or not??? whether can he live up to that expectation….usually the dad is all cool about it but deep down he still has some bottled up thought…but the mom is very open and at times to transparent that the son just feels like whatever he does will not be enough….

I did a mistake, i did not fullfill my duty properly as a son….the festive season really took a toll on me financially, which lead to physically and lastly ended up emotionally…. i can take with the financial and physical hits…infact the physical hits were something to laugh about, the financial is regainable….but the emotional scar is not a scar, it is more like a million nail guns pointed to one specific location in the heart and all the nails are coated with hot mercury which will not just puncture the heart but will create a burn which will last a life time……

i hope all the scar will heal, i don want it to go away, just heal and remain so i will never forget wat i have done. I will not do it again. not ever not ever again….

SORRY AMMA.

Trying to be a good son,

SUDARSAN

You have to be a fool to believe life is beautiful. When studying u wish u were working, when working u wish were dead!!! Y is this freaking life so freaking screwed!!! I wish i was in school, to be precise, the age of 17, the age of no responsibility, no worries, no trouble, if i fail in my exam also no fucking problem, if i do well i get rewarded, if i ponteng i enjoy, if i sit in class i can either study or sleep peacefully. teacher are sweet looking, sexy and close to a mistress of pain. the look good and torture the fuck out of you. ……well when you take reality check, work sucks….not normal or big time suck….this is the suck of the universe. Abondon in a world of duty free with no money, no family, assholes and bastards. the circle of vultures, the vultures wait for pay day, and after that its a great big fuck you. but to cheer u up u have great coworkers of similar interest, good loving brothers, and family and a certain special person. THANKS GUYS IF IT IS NOT FOR YOU GUYS, I AM LONG TIME DEAD OR WASTED!!!!! But pay back time is here as well……beware of the birth of the "father of lucifer".

LIFE, supposedly to be all good, and smooth sailing…so they say…
but actually we are never satisfied….
a small example…..
when u don want a taxi a million taxi will pass by,
but when ur really looking for one…..the taxi’s will be extinct.
so same goes to other…
u think u might have a good job
good wife
good family
good frens
good life
good this and good that

BUT end of the day even if it is not good….
we claim it to be good and adjust and co-exist with it…

WAT A WONDEFUL LIFE!!!!

the pain is inflicted on me,
for all the things i’ve done and flee,
am i still caught or am i free,
all i want is just to be me….

will my lips say what the heart feels,
will the burns on me ever heal,
in me there are still unsettle bills,
maybe i need a few of those x pills….

the chain reaction of action,
causes pain in different direction,
my whole life seems like an impersonation,
or maybe i may be under depression….

i am taking the rocks of my own mistakes,
i know very well there will be no retakes,
i rather be me than being a fake,
i am willing to face all in stake….

the boulders of responsibility rises in me,
it is as vast as the ocean or the sea,
i will rise to face the problems i see,
now it is time to face REALITY!!!!

…well i had no disrespect towards chakra sonic, but this wannabe rap goons are a lil off the limit. looks like they don seem to know how to handle fame properly….

check out this clip. you will know wat i mean. and remember it is a lil obscene. so watch it alone and not with the family.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MWirG7c9kc

Enjoy….
KAVITHAI KUNDHER FOR LIFE!!!!

I am back to my normal senses after two days of ‘thalai’ vali after
watching our very own ultimate star ajithkumar’s AALWAR….!! super
padam…is an understatement !! there was so much crowd for the first
day that we got tickets in the counter itself..!! when the movie
started there were hardly 4 ppl per row…appove slight’ah doubt
vanthuchi !! ajith entry vantha udane doubt confirm aiduchu..appove my
friend veetukku poiralamnu sonnan…naan thaan kekkale !! vidhi yaara
vittadhu!!!

antha mathiri oru entry namma
captain vijayakanth kuda yosichirukka mattaru !! aiyoooooooooo……and
the entry cud easily be the funnies part in the movie !! 3 ppl will be
killed …and there will be a witness as well..when the witness is
questioned about how the murderer looked like…he answers "ram
(vishnu’s avatharam) thaan kolai pannaru..naan nalla pathen raam thaan
kolai pannaru"..and zoooooommmm ….there is ajith standing in RAM
getup….with bow in one hand and pistol in another with blue paint all
over his body !!! (there is a huge sound in the theatre …it didnt
sound like claps..etho transformer vedicha mathiri irunthuthu …patha
ajith fans ellarum spot’le gali)

Oru rendu
nimisham onnume theriyale…orre irutta irunthuthu enakku …!!!! ajith
next krishna getup ..narakasuran getup ellam pottutu poi kolai
pannuvaru…vishnu getup thaan super… pullangulal in one hand and
pistol in another…wow…!! whenever they show asin u can b rest
assured that there will b a mokkai song in a few minutes !! vivek
comedy athukku mela mokkai !! The story is extraordinary..!! The
villain destroys hero’s family…and hero takes revenge (Yaaaawnn !!!!)
yaarume ithukku munnadi intha mathiri oru story yosichirukka mattaanga
!!

Finally the movie ends (appada…god
saved me) with the dialogue "enakku nadantha kodumai yaarukkumey
nadakka kudathu"…I was really moved by the dialogue …whcih is the
only reason why i am sending out this mail…enakku nadantha kodumai
yaarukkumey nadakka kudathu..thayavu seidhu aalwar poster kuda
pathudatheenga !!!!!!

to everyone, no disrespect to ajith fans. this piece of article was just to good so i had to share it with the world.

KING

On Saturday morning as of the 31st of March, an expedition was planned to explore the virgin beaches of Melaka. The TARGET was PANTAI KUALA LINGGI. From the suburban village of Parit Raja, Johore, a journey through the coastal roads was tiring but never the less exciting. to spice up the journey with sharp corners, excessive overtaking’s, THR Raaga smacking the life out of you, but most of all traveling with friends. covering a distance of 200km.

(The Sand, Beach And Sky)

The journey was through, the town of Batu Pahat, Muar, Melaka and finally Kuala Linggi. The name Linggi is actually a Place located in Negeri Sembilan. But Kuala linggi is in Meleka and the beaches are clean and the sand is soft. my definition of clean is, that it is way much better than Port Dickson. With the accomodation provided by KM Chalet (for further details visit http://kmchalet.tripod.com), the trip was just about to get better. The clean beach with smooth, cool breeze just makes you intoxicated in Kuala Linggi.

(The Human Burial)

A group of 8 had a great time. A big family. Facilities to play volley ball, tug-a-war, sand castles, human burial, swimming, and mostly the panoramic view was simply breath taking. The weather was excellent till late evening when it started to pour. But the only draw back in Linggi is food. One has to travel quite far in order to get tasty food. And being a vegetarian probably one should just settle down for  bread and jam. As for drinkers, the place is a bomb, they have this platform just 10 meters from the beach where you can imagine it as your bar table and enjoy your drinks to the harmonical  tunes of the waves. A marvel of gods creation with just a small pinch of defect. defects such as food and distance.

(FRENS, FUN,FAMILY,FOREVER)

A word of advise from me, if your willing to travel with a small group of friends. Plan a BBQ, get a few bottles, enjoy your stay. you will not regret it.
IT IS ALL ABOUT THE EXPERIENCE.

KING

For those interested?????
here is a map for you!!! just try it!!!

Are a nation pledging on  profanity,

which is a big part in our community,

The heart crushing words of pain,

It is being used to entertain,

Young ones screaming out loud on the streets,

It is thru the influence of certain modern beats,

Picture ur five year old yelling "f*** you",

When u think he is learning one plus two.

Will the infested plague ever come to a stop,

Or is it gonna be used widely in the genre of hip-hop,

I don blame the word for its necessity,

When ur in a stand still in central city,

Wats does the near future hold for them,

I know that I will not condemn,

Reduction of the unholy words,

It is time for our young birds to chirps….

FOR A BETTER FUTURE OF OUR KIDS….._(KING)

tell me one man who did not want fame,
just for one day for the nation to screams his name,
not be a person so silent n at the same time tame,
he aint gonna be lame, cos he wants to put his name,
he strives for it, get pushed for it,
he tries n tries n yet get stuck in it,
i adore his courage n faith in achieveing,
but i guess at time we live a life full of dreaming,
we already there, as loved one scream our names,
but the fuck with the whole nation yelling ur name,
u make it big n famous, title, glamour and the beamers,
u loose ur love ur life ur peers achieving ur dreamers,
is all that worth it, if moms telling please don leave us,
i see posers around, tryin to be mob,
i would rather be normal n stay an average bob,
you wanna throw cash around, beat chics like hound,
no matter wat one day we will go to the ground,
i know my death will not be missed by the whole nation,
but my loved ones will cry for me with love n compassion,
preach to peeps, don be someone else,
reach in deeps, and ring that bell,
hook their leg n bring down, don let em drift away n don ever frown,
this goes for all white, caucasian and brown,
the rules are the same, it also applies to murphy brown,
all i know is i am me,
wat u get is wat u see,
do wat u want n enjoy wat u be,
don give a fuck because of he or she,
if u aint a nigga don try to be one,
if u never held a gun don think its so damn fun,
u wanna be tupac, u wanna be biggie,
they were shoutin out wassup homie,
look at em, they have left their mortal body,
same as diana and doddi,
the fame, brought no life,
all u got to do is strive…

DON GO FOR FAME OR THE NAME,
BE URSELF N BE PROUD OF UR MANE,
END OF THE DAY  U PLAYED UR GAME,
A MAN LOVED BY HIS FAMILY N DAME….

well, after 2 tests, i joined the indian community to make the ponggal festival a lil more merrier. after food, we just sat waiting not knowing wat to do, till we picked a strategic spot way far from the others. once done, the required things were done for ponggal,…..such as…….milk, sugar, raisins, fire, n secret special remedy. once all were done n we were waiting for the result, it did happen. we made sweet rice. just us guys, without the help of gals. and to make all more better, the festivals guest of honour, YB Dato’ seri samy Vellu….walked upto our ponggal spot n tasted our ponggal. n he said though burnt…not bad. he was within centimetres from me. well though he is nobody to me, i do accept the fact that he is one of the most important man in malaysian history n i spoke to him. whoa…wat could be better. so from today onwards i can see myself as a politician in the future. so buckle up, if u see me there…..cos it is gonna be one hell of a ride.

MAJU NEGARA,
KING